Thursday, July 24, 2008

Used, Abused, and Abandoned

All right, here's the deal. My best friend Lizz lives 45 miles away in Marshfield, so we dont get to se eachother that often. Her friend Heather has just got her licence, so she's been taking Lizz to see me. But the only problem is that Heather is asking for money when she comes. The first time, she asked for $40. The second time she asked for $30. Now she wants $20. I dont know what to do, because I want to see Lizz. But we dont have the money to be spending. We're barely getting by. Even Lizz thinks its rediculous but what can she do? Its the only way she can come and see me. *sigh* i dont know what to do. I'm so frustrated right now I could just scream.

Sunday, July 13, 2008

Bullshit...

All right this is bullshit. I just got done renting movies from the local gas station, right? Simple enough task. And I guess that there was a late fee, ok thats fine. So we went there to try to find out what was going on. My grandma paied almost fifty dollars, when the movie itself cost ten. Then the lady went on to BITCH about how they couldnt get a hold of us, they were just going to call the cops but they couldnt because they couldnt find the number, blah blah blah. I apologized, and gave them my number and driverslicence and stuff. But she wasnt done. She stood there, for about a half hour, bitching at me for not returning a movie that I DIDNT EVEN RENT. Explain that one to me?

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

And I Saw Him...

I cant believe it....I actually got to see him....I was in his arms...for four days....my gosh....

From Thursday, July 3 to Sunday, July 6th I was in Iowa, visiting my boyfriend Jake.  I got up at 5 AM and left at 5:45 AM. I traveled until 11:25 AM, when I finally arrived in Mason City, Iowa. I remember getting off the bus and getting my stuff, moving them to the sidewalk. I had seen a glimpse of him through the window, and my heart did a flip in my chest and landed in my belly where it thudded loudly. Then, I saw him coming around the side of the bus, and he broke into a jog. I ran to meet him, and we hugged each other tightly, whispering how much we missed each other. We drove for hours, getting lost twice. He held my hand the entire time and I loved it.

Finally when we got to his grandparent's place, I was greeted in a flurry of hugs, handshakes, and sodas. He carried my stuff upstairs and showed me where I would sleep, then we went downstairs and had sandwiches. His grandparents had to go somewhere, so we were left alone for a few hours, and we went to go eat at a pizza place. Too bad I was allergic to the pizza XD.

Overall, I had the best time of my life. Four wonderful days in his arms. The hardest thing I ever had to do was get on that bus and watch him drive away. I miss him so much. I love him so much, and I want to spend the rest of my life with him. If he'll have me.