I'm just SHHAKING! Its Nano in an hour, and I've had three rockstars. I've made my nest now i just have to find something to pass the time. I dont know if I'll even be able to write! I'm shaking that freaking badly. I should have forgoed the last rockstar...NANO!

Tagged!

*screams in horror* AAARG I've been tagged! Te-he I've been tagged for the A B C's Survey of Me by the wounderful Sally from Suburban Hooker. Its a great kick-start to the Stitch Witch! So, here it goes...

A - Age: 18
B - Bed size: Full
C - Chore you hate: Cleaning my room...which I have to do almost every day!
D - Dog's name: Roxy
E - Essential start your day item: A cigarette...though I'm trying to quit!
F - Favorite color: Pink, like, hot bright omg pink
G - Gold or Silver: SILVER
H - Height: five foot six inches
I - I am: an aved pet owner and in love with my yarn XD
J - Job: none...unless you count student!
K - Kids: none, thank the good goddess!
L - Living arrangements: with my grandma and my best friend Jess
M - Mom's name: Sandra Jean Anderson (RIP March 29, 2001)
N - Nicknames: Nikka, Nikki, Pixie, Crystal, Pinky

O - Overnight hospital stay other than birth: last one was friday for a swine flu scare
P - Pet Peeve: people who take advantage of others!
Q - Quote from a movie: And so the Lion fell in love with the lamb...Edward Cullen, Twilight

R - Right or left handed: i can use both
T - Time you wake up: seven thirty ish
U- Underwear: yes, and granny panties
V - Vegetable you dislike: beats, BLECH
W - Ways you run late: not waking up on time
X - X-rays you've had: back, lungs, heart, teeth

Y - Yummy food you make: everyone seems to like my meat loaf...
Z - Zoo favorite: tigers


Now for my tags:

Spirit from Written Whispers

Crystal from Boobs, Injuries and Dr. Pepper

Jess from Just Plain Ol' Me

Random Post

THis is a random post in my new blog, Life and Times of a Stitch Witch! Random Randomness, random randomness, some tralala

Random Randomness

Well, I finally got paied today. Yey me! 1200 bucks, this month and last month's 600 boxed into one. Thank the lord on high someone must have been looking out for me, because we were running out of money. So we went to see mike, went shopping, and I came home and paied both my credit card and my cell phone. Now we have 400 bucks left. Out of a massive 1200 bucks, we have four hundred left. Lovely, eh? I dont know if i'm going to be getting next month's on time, since this month was trying to re instate everything. But hopefully everything will come in on time and i'll be able to get into a decent schedule. I've been buying a lot of 'First' magazines and magazines like that, trying to find tips on losing weight. The one thing that I fight is motivation. I just dont have the energy to do ANYTHING. There are days where Im totally energized and ready to do anything, and there are days that it takes four energy drinks and a cup of coffee to get me out of bed. I just wish there was a way to regulate these types of things, some way to get rid of the days when I feel blah and get more days when i feel like i can do anything. I know that a lot of it is up to me, but i just dont really know where to start. *sigh* some things are just to big in concept, an di dont know how to breka them down. I wish someone could help me.

At one time, this would have been true. Oh, those happy days. A Thousand Words Thursday, find the link at Cheaper Than Therapy

Lonley Day

Today was a very lonely day for me. I now realize that I'm never going to have Jake as a boyfriend again, and it really stinks, due to the fact that I care about him so much. I've tried flirting with other people, but I guess my flirt o matic is broken. I even signed back up to some of my old chat sites, but no one seems to want to talk. I guess I shouldn't be surprised, considering the fact that its been so long since I've tried finding someone. Right now I just want someone to talk to, laugh with, hang with. Is that so much to ask? And school is such a pain. It takes all my energy every day not to smack some of these kids, and when I get home I'm exhausted. I slept from two thirty to six today, and of course my body is telling me I'm no longer tired, but I am. I'm tired of everything. I'm tired of trying to be normal, tired of trying to fit in. Tired of trying to get everything straight, and tired of being me. I know this sounds stupid. But I just want to be a normal 18 year old girl, who's supposed to be in college and having fun and making new friends. I want to be skinny, popular, and liked. I want to have a mom and a dad that actually care, that want to help me. People don't know how lucky they are. I hear complaints every day about how their parents are so evil. At least they have parents! I have grandma. I love her dearly, but she does not get what i'm going through. I miss my mom, and I want a dad. Or at least my brother to actually understand, to call, to want to be part of my life. It seems like when he graduated from high school he just left, out of our lives. I used to be so close with him and mike, but now they're people I dont even understand. I just want to fit in somewhere.

Came up with a name-Roxy

This dog has become a master of scratching and running at the same time. I just got her a collar, because in town every dog has to have a collar and tags (still working on the second part) and she despises it. She's continuously scratching, no matter what. She has come up with a game to chase the cats and she runs and scratches at the same time. Sometimes she just plops down and scraches at it, then continues running. Its rather interesting to see four cats being chased by a dog smaller than their poo (and for Midnight, my biggest cat, that is totally true!)

Things are doing all right otherwise. Today was court for Mike, and Howard appeared by phone. After an hour and a half of courtroom mumbo jumbo, the decision was that he was to stay in Badgerland as a full time patient. Which is a good thing, since he wanted it that way. In three weeks there will be another court hearing, this time to see if he can go home. I highly doubt he's going to be able to come home right away like that, but here's to hoping. then, we got the oppertunity to take him back to Eau Clare. From Neilsville. An hour and a half drive. *sigh* but we went, got dogfood, and came home. Now that stupid yipper wouldnt shut up when we dropped in because I had to go to the bathroom (breakfast of Burger King wasnt very good for the tummy) so we took her along. And she would not sit still for anyone else but me. Once we got home, all she did was follow me around for an hour before finally settling down, and going and doing her own thing. Speaking of which, I should probably go find her......... ROXY!!!!!!!!