Blarg: Episode 6

Well, my dedicated readers, let me first apologize. I am so sorry that I have not been able to write for the past MONTH now, and I promise it wont happen again. Things have been very complicated-not to mention hectic- and hopefully my life has calmed down somewhat.

Now, where to start? Hmm....well my grandmother has been doing ok. She is on oxygen almost 24 hours a day now, and I am really starting to worry. Its because Mike is smoking in the house! We all know it. But trying to enforce rules on that child is like trying to move a brick house with a tricycle. It aint gonna happen! We are hoping that when he goes to this school he gets the help he needs. He is supposed to be going to a special school in Eau Clare or Chippawa. What it is is a school in the morning, with classes and such, and then counceling in the afternoon. Hopefully we can also get him to bard there during the week, because lordy does he need it. He needs dicipline, badly. I dont know what else to say about that. I mean we're all scared shitless of him. He's so much bigger than us...But he's not taking care of himself. He has diabeties. And of course, he wont take his blood sugar when he should. Nor will he eat like he should. Or even get the proper sleep as he should! What are we suposed to do? Just sit by and let him die? He's my little brother. I will not let that happen.

Aaanywhoo, What else? Oh, yes. Jake and I  are doing wounderful. All though, we do miss eachother more and more each day. It hurts not being with him, and sometimes I feel like there is no hope for us. But then I talk to him. Hear his voice. And it helps me get though another day without him in my arms. I love him more than anything else in the whole world. And some day, I hope to be with him forever.