I found this beauty when I was looking for new blog themes. This one is a little old, and I figured its time to change. Spirit, of course, is going to be designing the new blog, but i need to come up with a theme. I'm not exactly sure what I'll do yet, but I am going to be changing the blog name. I'm not going to be a 'Teenager' for very much longer and I figured that it was time I changed courses. I love this blog, the theme and everything on it, but like I said, its time for a change.

I was hoping to work today, but I didnt. She was suposed to call me. I got a job as a cook at Pipi's Firehouse bar and resturant, and I think I might have blown it my first day. My feet hurt so so much, I couldnt even walk after two hours. TWO HOURS. I hope she calls me back. In the meantime, I hope to get a job at Hardee's in Marshfield working with Lizz's girlfriend, Chelsea. She's a manager. Hopefully, if things go right, I'll be able to move there by January. I have a pretty good grip on the whole Spending thing, which is good. I'm going in to Marshfield tomorrow to apply, and MAYBE I'll get in. Liz pretty much garanteed me a job, but I'm not so sure about it.

I also hope to get a digital camera tomorrow. I have a choice between that and World of Warcraft, and the whole needing pictures thing won. I need pictures of pretty much everything to put it up on my blog, on the 'ville, everything. Plus the whole thing about taking disposables is getting pretty old.

I've decided I'm going to studdy more Wicca. I was raised a devout Christian, but the whole 'God shal smite thee" thing got old after fifth grade. And the other 'modern' churches are obsessed with exorsisms. Besides, I feel more comfortable with wicca. I'm not going to be a devout anything really, just my own personal thing. Because Wicca, or the forms I've seen, do not believe in evil. I think Dianic Wicca does, but the classic form doesnt. And trust me, I know evil exists. And I refuse to worship any 'horned god' because it reminds me too much of Satan. I'm not going anywhere near that stuff.

I've started belly dancing. Its actually pretty fun once you get over the whole sucking your bellybutton to your spine thing. Jake thought it was the same as sucking in your gut. WRONG! Its so much harder. Try sucking in your gut, like you were to impress someone, then try sucking your bellybutton straight back. Much tougher. And you have to maintain that for hours on end. I've been tryin to practice every chance i get, but its rather hard to keep up becuase you always have to think about it.

My meds have been doing all right. They took me off Prozac and Bupropin and put me on Lexipro. Hopefully it'll help, but I havnt been feeling any different at all. I need to get everything straightened out and fast. I need to make an appointment with Crossroads and Dr. Peter and soon. I was suposed to have one last monday but I had to go to the dentist instead. And guess what they found? Another cavity. In my frount teeth. I've been brushing but not flossing and it shows. I hate flossing, my teeth are so jagged it tears the floss and I hate that feeling.

Anyway, I should probably go ahead and get ready for bed. Pop a new CD in and hopefully it'll get rid of the nightmares. Night everyone!