Sleeplessness In Wisconsin

And yet another sleepless night for me. *sigh* On the 22nd of September Jake and I had a conversation. It was decided that he needed some time alone, as if I didn't exist. So, we parted, with the understanding that on the 1st of October we would speak again. Now I am starting to doubt even that.

I was in the emergency room yesterday for hyperventilating. I haven't eaten or slept much since that day. Why? Too much damn stress! I wish that I didn't love him as much as I do, then maybe it would be easier for me.

I'm going to go and take a sleeping pill and hope to god that it works. I have to go to the dentist in the morning and I am dreading it.